Yesterdays

Sometimes I get swept away. My feelings take over, and I am lost. It is like an addiction, really. All it takes is a mention of a name, a date, or a place, and suddenly I am on a quest for my next high. All I want is to be there again. That person, that day, that place. That's all I want, and I will keep looking until I get that feeling again. Things are different now, though. I have made a huge commitment to someone that I love, and I can't go chasing after the dream that once was. It is time to close the door completely. It is time to seal it shut, and ask God to remove the knob.

Beautiful Moment: As I read through my old journals and blogs, yearning for a time that has long passed, I looked down at my ring and remembered that there is so much more to come. So much more.